Thursday, October 20, 2005


hi. it's been long since i last blogged. recently, had lots of changes in my life. yet i don't seems to know why am i doing all this. im not being myself. like i said, happiness cannot be shared.
updating with my activites in the past few days. the three marking days was full of maple hunting. went hunting for surfboard for clement for hours a day, till midnight 2am or 3am plus. i felt that im so damn shuay. can't even hunt a simple surfboard while others can have 2 or more. i guess i really need holy water. =D so black circles had never left me. it's difficult for me to get a spot in maple due to lots of maplers are also hunting for surfboard. yet xiuling, yaojie and junxiang flood me at msn and i was very lag. haha. i was kicked out of maple and i went to check on msn. three of them flooding me like hell. haha. anyway, i finally hunted the surfboard yesterday! =D phew.. today the new patch, one of it was, no more surfboard dropping.. phew.... =P no need hunt for boonpeng. hehe. =X okay, then today had to return school. damn tired. got back my results and i did damn badly, and i think i deserved the marks cause i admit i hadn't been studying hard enough. everyday my life was - maple. hopefully i won't drop to C class. i never liked a new environment with new friends. i feel that im so anti-social. i can't get well with people new and i don't like to act as if i like, trying to mix with them and hang out with them.
next on.
blah blah blah. quite unhappy with the new changes and i don't think i should be the one doing it. but why am i doing it?
'hmmm
..
i guess i should do what he says. but how?

5:21 PM

michele`

BABY BREATH.
michele.
18 Dec 1990
alone

RED ROSES -

EVERYTHING I WANT -
happiness :)
1000x clothesss
oven
nokia 5800
black & gold electric guitar
red & blue drum sticks
$$$
re-learn guitar
learn drum
learn all kinds of instruments
get out of singapore

DATES^
dinner @ jac's hse
interview
mama
ipd
fbm
big bro
bof
ib
bp
jasmine

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