finally, today is the last maths classes. tomorrow will be an attachment at singapore poly. another week going by again. its going too quickly, can i just stop here? you guys go ahead. i don't feel like going on anymore.
just take it that im stupid enough to wait there. waiting for nothing. its okay, cause i've been waiting for nothing for months. what am i waiting for? beats me too.
i did something bad few days back, i didn't turn up for missliew lessons. sorry missliew. i regretted missing that lesson. now i know nothing about that topic. i injuried my ankle yesterday. its still hurting.. how stupid i was. even a kid can walk carefully, why can't i? but who will care. nobody cares. i think im going mad soon, everyday when i got home i will hide in my room doing nothing until someone knocks my door. i'll leave my room then and walk around the house. im mad.
im troubled enough, why can't you understand. i can't do anything to help. stop making me cry. im sorry. why won't you just calm down. argh! fuk, i really can't do anything. don't force me please.
i missed the days back. i hate the present. fastforward my life or just bring me back to the past and leave me there. i was thinking about how rebellious i was, is it a good change or what? i don't feel happiness.
what's happiness anyway? there's no happiness, you guys just imagined it. its impossible that you had never felt like me before. anyway im afraid to see you guys feeling like this, so don't, its terrible. take care..
happiness :)
1000x clothesss oven nokia 5800
black & gold electric guitar
red & blue drum sticks
$$$
re-learn guitar
learn drum
learn all kinds of instruments
get out of singapore
DATES^
dinner @ jac's hse
interview
mama
ipd
fbm
big bro
bof
ib
bp
jasmine
