i keep delaying homeworks that are to be done. i lost the strength to force myself to pay attention. im slacking.
i know i got to work hard enough to get into the course. but thinking about it, there are so much brighter students than me. how can i possibily get that popular course?
considering i only had 1 A for mother tongue, 3 subjects failed and the rest border line passing. and i really mean border line. 50+
i hate you all
whatever i do nobody appreciates. whatever i say, nobody listens. whatever i want, nobody gives.
everybody is being unfair to me. what am i? you all never thought for my feelings. never feel how unfair you guys treated me.
not equal. expected, i said. i give up.
you guys promised, but were they done? nope. you promised, were they done? none and seldom, unless its for your own good.
nobody actually cares for my health. nobody actually believe me. they think im exaggerating. until the day i faint, fall and die. maybe then you will believe and i appreciate. =)
hey, its different you know. you have a happy life, nice friends who listen, care and understand. you have a happy life, close family who listen, care and understand.
we are the same. have father, have mother and sibilings. have complete body. are abled.
but we have different life. different kind of parents and sibilings. different kind of friends treatment.
but how come you're asking for more? and why am i asking for more too.
huh? you don't understand? well, i understand why. cause you had never understand.
ae, i really don't see the meaning of life. i wanna get out of this place. leave this bloody place. and we as humans, have no right to. we got to go through so many processes and its not a 100% thing. we as humans have no right to do things that we want and like. why do we have to go through all these. criticise. judging. bad mouthing. rumour around. fuck you. im pissed.
happiness :)
1000x clothesss oven nokia 5800
black & gold electric guitar
red & blue drum sticks
$$$
re-learn guitar
learn drum
learn all kinds of instruments
get out of singapore
DATES^
dinner @ jac's hse
interview
mama
ipd
fbm
big bro
bof
ib
bp
jasmine
