Sunday, February 12, 2006



look, his my primary school friend. my very best playmate.
we used to hang out together and play together.
now he's moving on smoothly, and im actually stuck here.


the last time we talked for long was really very long.
i missed the days with him and the other friends.
now we're all going separate ways.


very soon, we will be separated again. where hopefully i will get into the course i want.


i saw the pictures of his when he was young and during primary school time.
he changed so much.
i can't catch up with him.


and i know nobody will slow down and pick me up.
i have to stay strong.
everybody changes, i have to learn their changes.


he still cares for me and i still care for him too.
he said friends will feel when i die.
i told him, if that's the meaning of friend, then i don't have any friends.
he asked, what about me? i still consider you as my friend !


why am i weeping everyday.
mum asked.


can i get back?
can i get back to the place where, huimin, amanda, shishi, jingwei, siming, shuying, madeline, danial, aidin, hidaya and all of them around?
even though we were childish, even though we quarrels over little things.


cause their back stabbing are not hurtful, cause they don't cause me in depress.


most importantly,
they don't act.

11:05 PM

michele`

BABY BREATH.
michele.
18 Dec 1990
alone

RED ROSES -

EVERYTHING I WANT -
happiness :)
1000x clothesss
oven
nokia 5800
black & gold electric guitar
red & blue drum sticks
$$$
re-learn guitar
learn drum
learn all kinds of instruments
get out of singapore

DATES^
dinner @ jac's hse
interview
mama
ipd
fbm
big bro
bof
ib
bp
jasmine

THANKS -
DESIGNER : xday-dreamerzx
PICTURES : DEVIANTART.
CODINGS : mariam
BRUSHES : i forgot -.-"