I tried to make things better.
I really did and I'm still trying very hard to.
But nothing changes, nothing helps.
It's so painful, but I can't say a word.
You won't understand my pain, neither would you try and understand my pain.
Trust.
It all begin with trust, before you let yourself befriend with someone. And then, you start sharing little moments, secrets and then everything just with the simple word, trust that you give away to that person. You don't hide anything nor do you feel uncomfortable sharing anything with that person. Soon enough, you grow closer relationship and the least expected from one is secret between each other. When you start to realise that the word trust become blur and unclear, you wonder, who is this person who you once trusted so much. Can he be trusted anymore? Such strange connection, such strange sudden of change.
